So it’s that time again. I am renewing my commitment to getting in shape. *sigh* I know. Again.

Here’s the thing: I have maintained a pretty steady body weight since a year ago when I did this. That’s a good thing, but not entirely honest. Early on when I first felt I was close to my goal I gained back like 8 pounds, then maintained from there. I really never got to where I wanted to be… (I wanted to see ABS) I have a few reasons for that. I think I was focused on having an amazing spring and summer. I did too! So many good times with my peeps!! So many brunches! So many nights at Urban Mo’s! So many cosmos! OMG SO MANY FRIED GREEN BEANS!! I also had stress at work… All the usual excuses.

Needless to say my continued efforts with cardio only kept me where I was. 8 pounds heavier than my initial weight loss. ‘Blah blah you look fine blah blah…’ It’s about goals people.

Goals.

(And writing it here on the net makes it real, thanks.)

So this is day three. Yay. Here I go again. I think this time less tuna fish. Two meals of tuna a day was yucky.

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daniel · the wee hours · say it · ping it

So okay hi. Yes I am *still* here. I know. Shut up! All 20 of you shush it! (Not that I’m bitter about losing readers… I just feel angry about it…)

So today was a big day. I cleaned my closet. (haha) And my dressers. Anything size 38 waist on up… gone. Anything size XL… gone. Anything I don’t wear… gone. Anything from prior employer… gone. Anything with cargo and/or tool pockets and straps… gone. Stained (why did I still have it?)... gone. Two hefty sized bags of clothes, shoes, belts, and flip-flops are going to be soon donated. Why? Well, a few reasons. 1) I now cannot afford to put weight back on. Literally. 2) What I have left are things I feel good in, things I haven’t been able to wear. 3) I needed the space.

I now have no clothes in the guest room. Haha!

It was also an emotional purge. I was held at gunpoint at my prior company. Ditching all the product was well over due. I don’t touch it or wear it. It had to go.

I am looking forward to a little bit of shopping. Something I rarely did the past few years because I wasn’t *quite* in control. I think I am now. It feels good. I feel good. And clothes are starting to look good on me again. Yay. I now take “shopping breaks” at work. It’s really fun… Cause stuff fits. EVEN MEDIUMS!!! But I am not quite ready for mediums yet around the love handle area. I will be soon tho!

In the meantime, today is a day off from the gym and I have had in addition to my usual food: 2 servings of Kettle Chips and 2 Vodka Crans and a piece of Pepper Jack cheese. I think I may need to purge… J/K I would never! Well, I have before but I totally won’t tonight… LOL

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daniel · mid-afternoon · 1 comment · ping it